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Monday, November 21st, 2005
1:01 pm
a importnat day
Well today is a very important day. Today marks one month that me and my Fiance have been engaged. I am very excited. Also I have decided to give up a bad habbit. I have been dipping tobacco for almost 2 years. I use not to worry about dying because I had nothing to live for. Well now I have someone that makes me care about life and gives me something to live for. Samantha is the most important thing in my life and is the only thing that has ever made me truly happy and i want to live as long as I can so that I can be with her. So I have decided to give up this habbit. Yes it is going to be hard, but her love gives me enough strenth to do anything. As long has I have her love, nothing is impossible.


Samantha I want to thank you for giving me a reason to live and making me feel as if there can be good parts of life. You will always have my love.


Love forever,
Shane

Current Mood: grateful
Wednesday, November 16th, 2005
1:14 pm
Sam
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I love you so much Sam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, November 14th, 2005
1:06 pm
I miss her
Everytime time I go to Sam's it hets harder and harder when I leave. Everytime I see her or talk to her I feel as if we get closer and closer and it just makes it that much harder to go without her. God, I want to see her so bad. I am about to go out of my mind.

I love you so much Sam!! and I always will no matter what.



Love,
Shane

Current Mood: depressed
Monday, November 7th, 2005
10:18 am
i miss her
well I am so depressed right now. I spent the entire weekend with my fiance and now i am back in school and Im waitin till friday so I can see her again. God i miss my baby so much. it is so hard being without her. i dont know what i would do if I didnt have her. She has just become such a natural part of my life. She is in my daily routine. I am always thinking about her, talking to her, or being with her and I lost her then my whole life would have to change. I cant live without my baby. I never want to lose her and I will be damned if Im going to let anyone take her. I will fight for her until the end of time. I cant imagine living a single day without saing that she is mine. i will do my best to make her feel as happy and special as she deserves. She doesnt deserve to be treated any less than perfect and I will do my best to treat her like that. well i gotta go...ttyl

I love you so much baby!!!! I always will


Shane

Current Mood: determined
Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
3:28 pm
im scared
Im worried. I go to a different school than my fiance. I know for a fact that there are guys out there that like her and it worries me that I cant be around to keep and eye on things. I trust my fiance, but i dont trust the other people. She has a real good guy friend who swore to me that he did not like my fiance that they were just friends. He said that he was too young for her and she was to old for him. He looked me directly in the eye and said that. And just a week or to later I learn that he does like my fiance and is telling her that he loves her! I dont want to say it makes me mad but I aint happy. Im not trying to pick on the guy but that is a stupid thing to do. He is a freshman and is about 5'8 and weighs maybe 150-160 pounds. I am 6' 4 and i weigh 245 pounds. I have eaten things bigger than him and he wants to start some shit mith my fiance. I already know he is scared of me cause my fiance told me so. My fiance told me not to mess with him. Im not going to either...unless he gives me a reason too. Yea right now i might not like him, it's not personal..yet.I know he wouldnt think about messing with her if he knew that i know where he lives. But if he trys to get cute and come between us, Im going to drive him into the ground like a wooden steak.
All my life i have never met anyone like my fiance. If you ask me she is a one-of-a kind. I cant imagine anyone better. For the first time in my life I have found someone I truly love and enjoy being with. I cant imagine living without her. She is the only thing that keeps me going. I am not going to lose that and I feel sorry for anyone who trys to take her from me cause that will be the last mistake they will ever make. I have lost alot in my life and she is the only thing I have left. She is my pride and joy and the most important thing in the world to me. I would give my life for her. I hope to die an old man with her at my side. never in my life have I ever had anything or anyone like her.She just complete me. if i have her than I have evrything i need. I have $5 in my wallet and yet i feel like the richist man in the world because i have something that is priceless, and that is her.

I love you baby and I will always love you as long as there is a breathe in me.

Current Mood: thankful
3:26 pm
hey yall
Hows every body? Im ok but I am hoping that my fiance will be able to come to the football game with me tonite but I dont know right now. I know I will see her tomorrow but it would be good to see her tonite. We will just have to see what happens..well later
Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005
10:01 am
what ever
well today has been an okay day. Im in the library at school waiten til lunch is over. As soon as I get out of school Im going to go get something to eat and take care of a few errands. Then Im gonna go home and call my baby and talk to her the rest of the day. I am ready for Friday because I will be going to her house like i do every weekend. God I miss her so much.I wish i could hold her in my arms now....




Shane
Tuesday, November 1st, 2005
3:41 pm
Yeeee haaaaa!!!
Today is a good day..my day was shitty until I convinced my mom to buy me Star Wars Episode 3 on dvd. I have been waiting so long to get it and now i have it. Im gonna go home and watch the shit out of it...well later yall




Shane
3:13 pm
What up
Well how is everybody out there? Good I hope. Wish I could say the same. my day has been kinda shitty. i miss my fiance so much. I live in wilson and have to go to another school where as my fiance lives in Snow Hill and goes to a different school and i only get to see her on the weekends and i just really miss her.She is my whole life and i dont think i could live without her love. well i gota jet... talk to yall later...

Current Mood: stressed
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